Passing through life
Friday, December 30, 2005
You didn't love me at all. You fell in love with the feeling of being in love.
true, i didn't love you. i just gave you the best that i can give. i gave everything that is left of me. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. it didn't work out like we planned to. that was all i ahd to give. nothing more.
Monday, December 26, 2005
christmas has gone by. it has been a wonderful week. the parties i had attended was such a boisterous affair. people greeting each other makes me smile. presents were given and accepted. you can feel the love overflowing.
but the best thing about christmas is when old friends greets you. people whom you haven't in contact with for quite a while suddenly emails you or texts you. it's such a wonderful feeling when people who had been close to your heart suddenly pops out from nowhere just to greet you this yuletide season.
someday hearts and minds alike will learn to forgive each other. someday old grudges will be set aside. someday love will overflow once more. someday acceptance will be freely given.
and i for one will be there to greet everybody with an open arms. for i am human. i make mistakes. but one thing human is capable of giving off is love and affection.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday dear sister!
NATHALIE GAY PINZON
Monday, December 19, 2005
i have been accessing friendster again. not to have many friends or many testimonials but i became addicted to their html services. to enhance and to make your site more beautiful. some friends asked me to enhance their friendster to. here are the results. ^_^ it's not that much though...
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=22405865 <---- moi
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=8765331
there are some more but i've got to go.
au revoir for now!
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
besides juggling with studies and going out with some girlfriends, i have some hooking up to do with some kind of anime series. i've been sucked in with "naruto". it's about ninjas. i have the new series in which the television is way left behind. it's really interesting what they can do. gawd! i'm still a kid at heart (and face). ^_^
it's now my Christmas vacation. still i've got to study because the first day of classes next year will be somewhat a little bit disappointing. i still got exams. geez. they won't let the students take a break.
i attended some Christmas party. the gurl who got my name gave me a stuffed toy. LOL. well it was a pig so it was ok. i have affinities with pigs. not the real ones though. we just drank beer. tastes good though. kissed with some guy. went drag racing. used the family's car. got busted with my mom for being drunk while driving. hm.... will never do that again.
really boring. i can't even feel the christmas spirit! when each new year passes by there's less Christmas spirit around.
ta ta for now.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
thank god i have some time to post now. my server was basically down so we can't connect in the internet here.
basically i'm ok now. i think my pride was just bruised but now i'm smiling and living my life like before. nope, not the promiscuous hurt me, but the living everyday life me. you know what i mean. ^_^ happy. happy, happy. that's moi. i tend to bounce back everything. KEVZ. that's the way it is.
i bought some gifts and stuff. i forgot to post that i learned something new with "them". two of "them" went away. i'm sad that we haven't had time to talk. Primarily it's my fault. i'm such a coward to be confronted with such things. i'm still not yet ready. but i will surely miss them. we had some good times and bad times. "they" were some of the two people whom i can really talk to. it's really true that if you hurt the people who really matters to you, you will be afraid to face them. i will miss you guys.
prelim exams are coming up. just need to red some notes. i got some high scores especially with toxicology. i luv that subject. it's really hard and challenges me.
au revoir for now!
