Passing through life

Monday, June 30, 2008

i've been a bad girl

after so many months of being celibate... i did it again..

geez... it was not in my plans. but hey no regrets.


what i'm thankful of? the fact that after 8 months, the person who broke it was worth it.



actually, it was inevitable for the both of us.

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Monday, June 23, 2008

some events...

it has been tiring these last few months..

=- we made it to the top with three lines of business of course. first time in history for that company

=- i enrolled again and pursued my never ending fight with my studies...

=- a teamate moved to a new account... waahh.... i will miss him.

=- had dinner with the big bosses... whew! what a night... i will never forget that one especially the dance i had with HIM. yes, HIM.

=- attended the sykes party with HIM and some.. Bamboo was there also.

=- my feelings just keeps on developing... i feel like i'm sucha traitor.

=- i just can't stop thinking about him... i don't want to betray my friends and i just want to keep it to myself..

this is the only outlet i have about my feelings for him. i don't wnat to categorize yet since i don't want to have the cycle again. i want it to be real this time.

yes, i am falling.

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Monday, June 02, 2008

moving on...

i just went through a very rough time. i'm currently in middle base now. if i'm going to be honest with myself, i really don't know about my feelings anymore. still so unstable with everything. they are right, i am disturbed.



no problem with work. no real problems anyway. i get along with people there. there's still a little awkwardness though with P but it is understandable. i'm just glad that i was able to talk with him directly and he knows that i don't have any malice or whatsoever with him.


i'm always confused. there's this guy i like before P. but then the feelings just went away due to unknown reasons. and then this time... it's coming back full time. he is just the sweetest guy ever.



i understand him and he appreciates how i accept him. yeah we quarrel sometimes but just easy bantering. i'm not yet ready to post his name or even his pic here. or even to categorize how i feel for him.

i'm just happy that he is always there for me. and i guess it's too early to say this but Thanks anyways.

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