Passing through life
Friday, September 09, 2005
i didn't sleep well last night.
i just can't imagine why. i mean i wasn't even thinking in that manner. i didn't accuse him of anything. it was just a simple question. my mind was blank when i typed that Q. i admit that the follow up statement was rude but i didn't mean to imply about anything about it. it was a complete misunderstanding. we were thinking on two different levels.
i mean it hurts, you know. you should know me by now that i never imply on such things like socialclimbing or what. and i seldom utter or think about those kinds of things. i never choose people or what so i havn't been thinking along those lines.
you should have asked me first about what i meant about it. it's just that... never mind. it doesn't matter anymore. you said your piece and your decision.
i don't matter in the first place. and by the way, charles wanted me to kiss you for him. he said he likes you because he thinks you are a great person. *kisses*
