Passing through life

Thursday, January 26, 2006



you just don't know how happy i am when i'm with you. the mere fact that we do things together makes me happy and scares me. it's just another cycle.

am i in love? or am i still in love with love?

i can't say if i'm falling because it's such a big word to use for something i'm not so sure of. you brighten my days without any effort. you make me smile. you make me feel contented. when i'm with you i don't have to think about my actions. i don't have to think of what to say. even silence is tolerable when i'm with you. a companionable silence. when i'm with you i don't need to think about my words or other people. you make me feel at ease. i don't think about other people when i'm with you.


you make me venerable. i don't know. i still don't know.
only fools wear their hearts on their sleeves.... so i guess you will never know.

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006



i turned the book on the next page. reading the sentences but not really seeing it. Sipping some scotch on the process. i needed to finish it. and it's three in the morning. the demonic witching hour. i heard some footsteps. looking up from my book i turned my head and waited for the person to emerged. no one. must have been the scotch in my head. the cavernous living room and i'm still awake. just me. lights dancing with the shadows. i eyes getting droopy.

*slap *slap

got to be awaked. got to be done with this. memorizing words i can't pronounce. sporothrica schlenkii... paracoccidodiodes brasiliences... blah blah blah. my tongue rolling on the words. can't even pronounce the shit and i've got to take the test. one whole book to memorize.

my fifth shot of scotch. huhums. and my most boring subject on my lap. what a way to spend last night.

and now got to review what i read. some still lingered on my mind. and some need to be reread. my brain is all fuzzy.

like the cinnamon powdered like colony of microsporum gypseum.

ta, ta for now.

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

so... i have been browsing.

You are Carrie.  Cute, quirky and intelligent, men find it so easy to fall in love with you but things always seem to end in tears.  you're a commitment-phobe and you find it really
You are Carrie. Cute, quirky and intelligent, men
find it so easy to fall in love with you but
things always seem to end in tears. you're a
commitment-phobe and you find it really hard to
get over your exes. Your dress sense is to die
for and you blow most of your money on clothes,
shoes and cocktails. Gay men love you.

"A 'Sex and the City' quiz"
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tagging....

i've been tagged!!! :D by Valerene!

Four jobs you've had in your life:
-- student
-- spoiled brat(if u qualify that as a job!)
-- being an asshole
-- whiner

Four movies you would watch over and over:
-- Nemo (so i'm a kid at heart!)
-- Blade 1, 2 & 3
-- Harry Potter series
-- Sky High and undiscovered (steven straight is so yummy)

Four places you have lived:
-- Cebu, Phil.
-- Davao, Phil.
-- Manila, Phil.
-- in my room.

Four TV shows you love to watch:
-- Will and Grace
-- Only You
-- Lilo and Stitch
-- Fruit's Basket

Four Places you have been on vacation:
-- Singapore
-- Malaysia
-- Hongkong
-- Indonesia

Four Websites i visit daily:
-- blogspot
-- yahoo mail
-- gmail
-- friendster

Four of my favourite foods:
-- pasta (no red suace pls)
-- pizza
-- beef
-- anything with chili!

Four places i would rather be right now:
-- Europe
-- USA
-- Canada
-- beside M.....

four people i'm tagging:
-- Charles
-- Josh
-- Leo
-- Dean

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Saturday, January 21, 2006



music playing nearby. it's melody and words haunting me.

"no one can take it away from me, nobody."

coldness grips me. surrounding me with it's suffocating embrace. people passing behind. their silhouette is imprinted on the fogging monitor. children playing nearby. sounds from their speakers are blasting. driving me crazy.

all alone. nobody to lean on. doors closing. Deafening in my ears. numbness on my fingers. i turned and stared at the person beside me. a smile forming on her lips. her laughter delightful in my ears. talking to me as if i'm worth it. turning back on her own. i feel blessed.


blessed with the gift of friendship. blessed for this life. blessed for such inspiring people.

just blessed for being me.

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Sunday, January 15, 2006



so i have been neglecting this. and since i have been a little bit outmoded now i have a hard time typing everything. if the laptop isn't with me then i rent outside (damn!). funny how i carelessly shrug everything in the past. i'm not going to do that again. tsk. tsk.


year 2005 brought much happiness and bitterness in my life.

it was the year i have found friends and made some "frienemies".

it was the year where everything just seem to settle on it's place.

it was the year where too much stress and pressure arises.

it was the year where i become a coward.

it was a year where i learned to be strong.

it was a year where i made rash decisions that couldn't be reversed back.

it was the year where i became too much to handle.

it was a year where too much tears have been shed.

it was a year where everything, just everything, seems to be black and white.

it was not one of my good years neither was it one of my worst. i will definitely miss everything. our future isn't made if we won't look back at the past but i don't want to reminisce anymore.

to everyone i've hurt i'm sorry. it's really hard to say i'm sorry to the people you love.

fuck. aurevoir.

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006



this is suppose to be new year! everything just went downhill.



  1. my computer is in the pits. we need to buy a new hard disk drive. whatever that is. i'm really ignorant went it comes to hardwares.
  2. a friend of mine committed a suicide. how come? honestly speaking, the reason is so shallow that it's really funny why he did it. not that death is funny. after the nervousness i experienced with it, the situation turned out to be funny.
  3. had a really huge fight with mom and sis. sucks, really. did something both will never regret.

i can't think of anything right now. it's just that i really need to update this. i will rewrite alter though. this wasn't suppose to be my entry.

aurevoir for now.


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