Passing through life
Thursday, January 26, 2006
you just don't know how happy i am when i'm with you. the mere fact that we do things together makes me happy and scares me. it's just another cycle.
am i in love? or am i still in love with love?
i can't say if i'm falling because it's such a big word to use for something i'm not so sure of. you brighten my days without any effort. you make me smile. you make me feel contented. when i'm with you i don't have to think about my actions. i don't have to think of what to say. even silence is tolerable when i'm with you. a companionable silence. when i'm with you i don't need to think about my words or other people. you make me feel at ease. i don't think about other people when i'm with you.
you make me venerable. i don't know. i still don't know.
only fools wear their hearts on their sleeves.... so i guess you will never know.
