Passing through life
Friday, September 23, 2005
i've decided to delete all of my accounts and LJ. it's just that... i don't want to hang on to something that will depress me even more. at least now even if my life is definitely boring with a capital B, i won't get stamped out or something. at least now i won't get hurt by your insensitiveness. i kept on texting you but you are definitely pushing me away. don't worry. i get messages even how subtle it is. i just can't get you out of my mind until now. it has almost been one year since i fell for you and still counting.
i saw one of my old friends in high school. ok. my old girlfriend. when i was still young and a lezbo. LOL. she has grown very pretty. we exchange numbers, hugs and kisses.
i just can't get over the tidbit jean told me earlier on the phone. OMG. jaimes got someone pregnant. i mean it was suppose to be a nothing for me. i should be flippant about it but the news still shocked me. it was the girl who kept calling him. he actually slept with the girl just to shut her up but don't tell me he didn't use a contraceptive. jeez. that would be so stupid of him. actually, as of now jaimes still doesn't know about the preggy thing. the girl just told jaimes' friend who happened to be jean's boyfriend. his reaction would be hilarious. he would definitely get confused because he practiced safe sex. hehehehehehehehe.
i'm becoming a japanese food junkie. i kept on eating at rai-rai ken(a jap resto). food is good but people around are lousy. i've been a downer lately. i guess i need to push myself again for the hell of it.
nothing matters anymore. *yawns
