Passing through life
Sunday, October 30, 2005
days went by idly. went to parties and just hang out with people. i can't seem to stop smoking. it's like when i stop i fell depressed again or something. i know it's psychological but what can i do? it's like hormones are taking over me. i was never contented on anything. i seem to crave for something more. i'm just afraid that after i try it all i will just simply rot and be wasted. come to think of it... i am wasted.
stop pretending, it's too late.
just accept your ill-fitted fate.
for loving yourself is the best thing to do,
because nobody else will but only you.
