Passing through life
Monday, June 02, 2008
moving on...i just went through a very rough time. i'm currently in middle base now. if i'm going to be honest with myself, i really don't know about my feelings anymore. still so unstable with everything. they are right, i am disturbed.
no problem with work. no real problems anyway. i get along with people there. there's still a little awkwardness though with P but it is understandable. i'm just glad that i was able to talk with him directly and he knows that i don't have any malice or whatsoever with him.
i'm always confused. there's this guy i like before P. but then the feelings just went away due to unknown reasons. and then this time... it's coming back full time. he is just the sweetest guy ever.
i understand him and he appreciates how i accept him. yeah we quarrel sometimes but just easy bantering. i'm not yet ready to post his name or even his pic here. or even to categorize how i feel for him.
i'm just happy that he is always there for me. and i guess it's too early to say this but Thanks anyways.
