Passing through life
Monday, November 24, 2008
Back To The Same Old MeI'm back to my old self. Same old things, same old happenings. There is still this bitter taste in my mouth though after every incident.
Love was, is and never be part of my life. I find myself old now. It's just a fairytale. An Illusion. Sometimes we just need to wake up and realize that if it's never meant for you then it's never meant for you.
I saw his status in friendster... from it's complicated he is now into a relationship. I won't begrudge him of his happiness and I'll never will.
I'm not into married men ok? Sometimes though... you just need that care and affection even just for a while... with married men they can give you that and so much more! Plus the fact that after everything they won't expect something form you. No attchments. No fear. I'm not being chocked by any of them. The guilt though is there... Believe me, you will live through it.
