Passing through life
Monday, June 30, 2008
i've been a bad girlafter so many months of being celibate... i did it again..
geez... it was not in my plans. but hey no regrets.
what i'm thankful of? the fact that after 8 months, the person who broke it was worth it.
actually, it was inevitable for the both of us.
Monday, June 23, 2008
some events...it has been tiring these last few months..
=- we made it to the top with three lines of business of course. first time in history for that company
=- i enrolled again and pursued my never ending fight with my studies...
=- a teamate moved to a new account... waahh.... i will miss him.
=- had dinner with the big bosses... whew! what a night... i will never forget that one especially the dance i had with HIM. yes, HIM.
=- attended the sykes party with HIM and some.. Bamboo was there also.
=- my feelings just keeps on developing... i feel like i'm sucha traitor.
=- i just can't stop thinking about him... i don't want to betray my friends and i just want to keep it to myself..
this is the only outlet i have about my feelings for him. i don't wnat to categorize yet since i don't want to have the cycle again. i want it to be real this time.
yes, i am falling.
Monday, June 02, 2008
moving on...i just went through a very rough time. i'm currently in middle base now. if i'm going to be honest with myself, i really don't know about my feelings anymore. still so unstable with everything. they are right, i am disturbed.
no problem with work. no real problems anyway. i get along with people there. there's still a little awkwardness though with P but it is understandable. i'm just glad that i was able to talk with him directly and he knows that i don't have any malice or whatsoever with him.
i'm always confused. there's this guy i like before P. but then the feelings just went away due to unknown reasons. and then this time... it's coming back full time. he is just the sweetest guy ever.
i understand him and he appreciates how i accept him. yeah we quarrel sometimes but just easy bantering. i'm not yet ready to post his name or even his pic here. or even to categorize how i feel for him.
i'm just happy that he is always there for me. and i guess it's too early to say this but Thanks anyways.
