Passing through life
Sunday, August 31, 2008
better to let him know than being in the dark for eternitygeez... nothing compares when you're under the influence of alcohol. you tend to tell people you're deepest, darkest secret. mine? that would be falling for the guy nobody thought i would fall for.. i dunno. i'm just so confused right now. i get jealous with him going out with another girl to the point that i lash out at him. be mean to him. i don't have the right... am i correct? i know i don't.
but in the end i texted him what i felt. he did not reply but that's ok. at least he knows about it. amd i don't have to pretend anymore. thank you for being my happiness right now. i do love you but i don't want to hurt you or hurt myself in the process. i love you... J.
